that feeling in my throat overwhelmed me,i had to cry,i was forced to .well, another day, another misfortune(s)
ha, well, guess what?
250510 - is also recorded as one of th worst days in my life .
2 things:
1. there was an announcement to all students who went for th SC interview, to go to th AVT room, whether or not ur chosen . when we got in, one of th SC there said, 'Those whose name is not called, can leave' . naturally, my name wasn't called . so i left th room . don't ue think its embarrassing? i already know that i'm not chosen, and they had to make me disappointed all over again, but now, with humiliation .
2. i was gonna sit down when KAIJIE, pulled my chair away . i fell to th floor on my back, my head hit th chair leg, and it was made of metal . tears instantly flowed down, i told myself i wouldn't cry, but as i said, that feeling in my throat overwhelmed me . i was embarrassed, yet again . i was utterly disgraced, i just wished everything would disappear . sigh .
in 2 days, 5 bad things happened already .
i wonder what's gonna happen tomorrow .
i'm getting back my Math test tmr, and am very sure i'll be disappointed .
why must this happen to me, especially in th last week of school?
on th last day(also last week) in CZPS, i cried . and it wasn't because i missed my friends,
i told myself i wouldn't cry, I WOULDN'T .
some idiot just had to irritate me .
why do emotions take over so easily? i just wish controlling my emotions would be easier,
sigh .
anyway, something positive about today is,
i'm happy to know that i truly have real friends, who care about me .
guy or girl, i love you guys .
ur th ones who make my life so much better,
each time something bad happens .
thank you .
and special mention, Sarah .
thank you for helping me with my work, being my buddy,
listening me out, rubbing my head afraid that my blood will clot .
thank you, really . (:
- emoo claw-ee .
