frustration and sadness builds up in my heart as i can't cry .yes, i can't cry .i cannot be weak .yea, well, sorry bt' that .
i feel so lousy today .
well...
3 things:
1. i didn't get into SC, Sarah, Shawn & Nicole did . gratz guys .
2. first english summary test - 13/20 .
3. my mum go dig my ear, till 3/4 of th cotton bud got blood .
i felt like crying, i felt like thrashing th whole place .
i just wanted to shut myself out from th world .
but that ain't easy .
sigh .
oh, and sometimes, i trust people too easily .
they just have double-sided faces .
so who are my real friends?
some are just SO full of themselves .
think ur so pretty?
think ur so smart?
i'm not directing this at anyone,
no offense whoever thinks they're in THAT category .
let's hope that me getting 1st in class is true,
i don't wanna be disappointed no more .
at least not for this term . >.>
that's all, i guess .
i'll post again, if some misfortune somehow befall me again .
240510 is officially one of th worst days recorded in my history of my unluckiest days .and yea, sorry if i sound so serious .
and just,
emo .ciao .
-lousy claw-ee .
