Sunday, October 14, 2012 ; 2:28 PM {♥}
Then, he blames me for not figuring out he was joking even though I expressed my unhappiness through typing and facial expression. Couldn't ue tell what's on my mind too? Huh? Why are ue saying its my fault now? I'm the one who got hurt, I'm the one who shed tears. What did ue have to lose? Why do I deserve this shit from ue? And that's precisely why I don't wish to be the sensitive me anymore. It fucking sucks. Oh and the answer as to why I couldn't figure it out? I'm fucking stupid like ue said, your awesomely fucking stupid girlfriend.
How I yearn for real comfort then. It's no use anymore. It's redundant now. No point on trying to make it up for anything. Cause anyway I'm just Cloey. What's the big deal about Cloey anyway. Just some immature fucking stupid kid. Maybe I don't deserve ue at all. Maybe ue deserve someone better. Prettier. Gentle. Loving. Caring. Better than me in all aspects of a good girlfriend. Yeah that's what ue need..........
Haven't posted in a really long time. Either I'm just too lazy or can't be bothered because the fights we have are getting more and more ridiculous. And the issue today is not getting comfort when I need it anyway. Expressed my unhappiness. But he didn't do anything. That's why I hate it when I'm sensitive. I want to be strong. I'm slowly changing am I? I hope not. Cause the sensitive me just sucks. I get sad over the most stupidest things. Its just stupid. All I have now is my bed and my dream land. I hope they make me happier. Happiness...is such a beautiful thing. Don't ue think so? Perhaps I'm just asking too much when I seek comfort, cause anyway I'm a sucky girlfriend who doesn't give him his deserved comfort when he needs it anyway. I'm so stupid. Fucking stupid right? Aish..no choice. I bet he's happily talking to so many girls on audition. Even if he wants to get back at me he didn't need to do that. Cause while he has so many girls who talk to him on audition, honestly how many boys will talk to me on LoL? Really seriously. If he ever has something with another girl, haha... Don't even dare to think about. Many girls make a guy happy doesn't it? It's alright...as long as ur happy (:
Wednesday, September 26, 2012 ; 9:05 PM {♥}
I don't even know why you want to Skype me all the time anyway hahahahahha
You're happy with them (: just not me.
Bet you don't even care. Hahaha.
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